MyLifeStory

snake and ladder

2007-09-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

i suppose most of you had played the game snake and ladder during childhood times. But do you know that snake and ladder are just like our daliy lives?

everyday of our lives we will face challenges. But it is not just challenges alone, but with "snakes" and "ladders".
In the game, we have to start from 1 and climb up to 100 to win the game. But on the way, there is snakes to pull us down and stoping us from getting to our destination, and in our lives the "snakes" will pull us down and stoping us from getting to our destiny by using temptation, troubles, greed, fear and many more. But there is a good news, on the way, there is also ladders to help us to reach our destination faster, and in our lives "ladders" represent opportunity, grace and help from your friends or family.
While on the way to our destiny, we will meet "snake' and "ladder", some long some short, long represent bigger problem, temtation, opportunity... and short represent smaller problem, temtation, opportunity...
sometimes we will fall into the trap of the "snake' without notice, and we have to climb up again, or else we can't reach our destiny, if we step on a larger snake, we will take longer time to climb back, if we are lucky, we step on a smaller one. But don't forget, there is ladder all around you to help you, long ladder and short ladder.

NOTICE: there is one differents between the game and our live, when the dice is rolled we have to go by the number and can not try again, because it is the game rule. But our live, when we take the wrong step, we have the choice to try again, just depend we want it or not.

So now you know that snake and ladder is somehow related to our lives. So don missed the opportunity, and purposely missed the temtation...all the best in everything you do =)

Special Person

2007-08-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

3rd june 2007, one of my loved one just went to a very beautiful and peaceful place, far far away.
this person has loved me as her own child, she really really love me a lot. Every time when i need help, i will find her, and she will do her best to help me.
I will not be who i am right now if not for her, she had been backuping me all the time, sometime i don't even realise it is her, but now i know she is the one.
She had cancer for almost 7 or 6 years already, i don't know it until the day she leave, because every time i saw her, she is very lifely and cheerful, she just look like a normal healthy person... indeed, true love has no limit against it. Even though she is ill, she still do her very best to help me and others who need help.. she is really very strong, stronger than anyone of us. For 7 years, she had been fighting with the cancer inside of her, and she never give up in life, she really want to live her life to the max. So we also must live our life to the max, and never give up.
I can see Jesus in her, everything she do doesn't just come from nowhere, it came from Jesus and her passion for everyone around her. She is really a living testimony for God, and she is the light among the darkness, she really shine brightly like the morning sun, everyone who know her had saw that light, and we believe that it is the glory of God.
This special person is none other than Mrs Yeong, our Boys Brigade Officer. In the beginning, our company is just a normal and small company, not a lot of people knows about our company. But there is one person who had change the destiny of this company, and it is Mrs Yeong, because she believe that the Hands of the Lord is on this company, because of her believe, we are now who we are.
We gradually became known, people start to know about our company. We are famous for our bagpipe band, we won lots of competition and had perform for lots of VIPs, like Mr S.R Nathan, senior minister and many more..
so this is how we climb up from a nobody to a somebody.
All thanks to our beloved Mrs Yeong, for what she had done for the company and our life. We promise that we will take good care of the company, because she had put her whole life in it, so we also must do the same, no matter what happen, i will be there for the company.

There is lots of thing i wanna share about her, but it is toooo much things to share already, so i will just share some of it to you guys.
And Finally, all Glory to the King of Kings, all praise to the Lord of Lords, we give thanks for sending such a great person into our life. Thank you Father =)

Love by God

2007-08-21T18:02:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i will ask myself, why am i on this palnet for? and what is my purpose is?
till now i still don't really understand why, but all i know is that God love me, and as long as i live, i will continue to find the purpose and reason why am i here for.
sometimes when i am down, God send comfort to me, when i am lost, God lead me on, when i sin, God forgive and forget, when i am unfaithful, God remain faithful.
This is the God that i know, He is my Best Friends, my Comforter, my Refuge, my All in All =)
I love Him and He love me.

1John 4:19
"we love because He first loved us."

Goodbye

2007-08-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

This year, i have lost three of my loved one. One is my Grandmother, my Grandfather and my Boys Brigade officer, Mrs Yeong( she is just like a mother to me)
I can say that this year is not a good year for me, because i have gone through lots of bitterness and grief. I was thinking, why God want this things to happen in my life, and three in one shot, i really felt very down at that very moment, i can do nothing but just cry and cry, over and over again. Until one of my friend comfort me and send me letter of encouragement to cheer me up,i wanna thank her for letting me know that it is not God's fault, it is no one fault at all, and she also remind me that God still love me...and that person is Grace, my schoolmate, thanks you =). Whenever i think of them, i will just unknowingly broke down and cry, because i really love them a lot...and i missed them too (T_T)
I really regret for not loving them more, and now is too late already...So right now, i just wanna say "I LOVE YOU" "WO AI NI" to my Grandmother, my Grandfather and to my beloved Mrs Yeong.
So guys, Love your family and friends more like never before, or else it will be too late, just like me..
If both good friends became enemies, start to forgive one another and love each other..

Matthew 22:39
"...You shall love your neighbor as yourself."

John 15:13
"Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends."

So.. remember to love every one around, not just those you love but also those who don't..

Matthew 5:44
"But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you."

And finally, may God bless you =)

Promotion

2007-07-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, while i was at home using computer, someone knock on the gate of my house, so i when to see who is that... ohh... it was my mum, she is back from her long day of work.
She went into my room and testing some of her new shirt she just bought, so i ask her "why you buy new shirt for?" , so she tell me that she just got promoted to a senior in her workplace. I was so happy for her, because she really put lot of hardwork into her work, she work from morning to night, sometime will work till mid night, and now she got promoted.
I want to thanks my mum for working so hard to earn money for the family. thanks =)

Pipe n Drum performance @ SJI

2007-07-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

Today, we went to SJI to have a small performance for the the friends from other country, they are also a bagpipe band, called PLC band. We perform some of our competition tune and our drum fanfare... The friends were very amazed by the drum fanfare, they really like it a lot. After our performance, the PLC band also play some of their tune for us to listen. They are really really very good, they are better than us, and we are all amazed too. Haha..
Then after that, we combine the band together and make into a mass band, we play some tune together and march up and down the field. We really enjoyed ourself a lot today, we get to know the PLC band and play tune together with them. I really hope that they will come back to Singapore to visit us again. They are really nice people, very nice =)

Love Them =)

2007-07-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

I think that everyone should really love their family member, esepcially your mum and dad, cause they are your only relative, and they love you very much. Sometimes you may feel very irritated by their nagging or scolding, but they are doing this for your good, we may not really understand or comprehend the things they do, but sooner or later you will understand why. When our parents scold or hit us, we will always think that they hate us or dislike us, but don't think that way any more, because they really really love you, they just don't know how to show their true love to you. Please, don't scold them back, take care of them and love them, spend some time with them, go out with them, eat dinner with them. Now is the time to cherish them, cause you may not know what will happen next, so now is the best time to honor and love your parents back.
when i was young, my parent love me a lot, they will bring me out and buy toys for me. I still remember when i was primary 1 or 2, my mum bought me a game boy, i am very happy, but after a few day i lost it, eventually my mum was not angry, she bring me to buy another one. In the end i still lost it, then she buy ahother one for me. That time, i was still young, i don't know how to appreciate her love towards me,. Now finally i know how much she love me. Thank you mum.
People, even if your parent didn't treat you well, they beat you for no reason, scold you for nothing, do good to them no matter how, love them more like never before. No matter what, they are still your parent, we need to honor our father and mother.
I really really really love my parents and family members, i regret that i didn't love them in the past, i also regret that i have not love them earlier when i was young, and now i regret that i don't have lots of chance to see them, cause they work till very late in the night, sometimes even mid-night. Now i just want to say that i am very sorry and i will love them forever till my last breath. I will still love them.
So people, love your parents and family members, honor and cherish them like never before. Take care of them when they are old, love them more. So remember this. Love Love Love. =)

Friends again =)

2007-07-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

I have lots of friend, but not a lot is true friends to me, they are just like a 'hi bye' friend or a friend in the same class. I got some of my good friend like, sebastian, koh jin cai, arianto, benjamin, kenneth lee and more...
But i got one friend who is not just a good friend to me, but a friend who really will be there for me when i'm in need, and also share our problem with one another, we are just like best friend. We will always talk in school during recess or after school, because we are not in the same class, so we don't really have lot of time together, so we will talk after school in the canteen. We will share our tears and joy with one another and we will also send nice song to each other every time we meet.
Last few month, a lot of things have happen in my life, i feel stress and sad, because some of my loved ones just passed away, and went to a very beautiful place, called heaven.
I am very sad of what have happen to my love one, but life still need to carry on. When i went back to school i saw my best friend, we started to talk a bit, but not like last time, we use to talk a lot, because of what have happen, so i didn't really talk a lot and also didn't share to my friends about what have happen, even my best friend.
Gradually,our relationship drop from best friend to a normal friend. We didn't really talk much, we didn't meet at the canteen after school and send song to each other, we just say hi to each other when we meet, and than we walk separate ways. We have become a "hi Bye" friend, like what i say just now. But it became worst, now we didn't even talk or say hi to each other, we just walk our own way, like we don't even know each other at all.
We didnt' talk for weeks already, not even a hi, when we saw each other we will just avoid and ignore each other. Finally, i decided to forget about this best friend of mine. But i can't, i really can't, because whenever i saw my best friend, i think of the days we had together, so i give up in trying to forget my best friend. After a few weeks, my best friend message me, saying "Hey, you know each time you walk passed me,i always want to call your name and say hi. But you walk away too fast already. Just to tell you that you are still on my mind. God bless.", after reading this message, my heart felt very pain, i regret for not beging a good friend to my best friend, i have neglected my best friend's feeling, i really felt very sorry. So i promise that we will never end up like this again. We will always be best friend till forever.
Now we became friends again, but it takes time to become best friend once again. I'm really very happy, really happy, that we can be the same like the past...
I really want to thanks this friend of mine, for not forgeting me and for beging a faithful friend. Thanks =)

Food War

2007-07-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, during my recess time, i and some of my friends decided to go for recess to have our breakfast. So we were talking on our way to the canteen. When we reach the canteen, we go and order our own food for breakfast. After that we went to find seat and sat down, at first we were having our food peacefully and enjoying it, but after a few mintue later, some group boys are throwing the utensil at each other for fun. But the but it didn't came out well after that, more and more boys started to join in the fun, so the whole canteen is flying folk and spoon everywhere, and the accident happen. Some of the utensil hit until a girl in between of the cross fire. So the friend of that victim is very angry, he threw the utensil back at the person, and the "war" started. Plates and bow are now the weapon, the boys are throwing the plates all around, even with food on it, they don't even care what if they hit until people. So everyone run to one side and continue to watch the "show".
But after some time, the discipline master come and stop all the nonsense of the boys, then they are brought back to the general office. I don't know what happen after that, but i know it will not just end there.

My day in school

2007-07-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

After the one month holiday, finally i'm back to school. Today is the second week of the new term, again, after the holiday i started to get use to wake up in the morning and prepare for school. I felt very excited and happy, because i can once again meet my friends and fellowship with them, i also love to learn new things in school, so i will try not to miss any of the lesson; ya, i also agree that sometimes studying is really very boring and will make us sleepy -_-..zzZZ
But i still love going to school.
I'm now in the Boys Brigade 18th singapore company, i am the "DY" of the company. "DY" is the second head that is looking after the company, and the first is "CSM". I'm in the Boys Brigade bagpipe band, there is two type of instrument to choose from, the bagpipe and the drum. I have chosen the pipe, i also don't know why i choose the pipe, but gradually, i love playing the pipe.
We have perform lots and lots of major performance like the "CLAP" performance or "CHINGAY" the street performance. The 18th company started with nothing in the beginning, gradually the grace of God just shine on this company and make us from a nobody into a somebody. Now we are now recognize by other company through the good works that we have done and the glory of God that is within us.